the second one

okey, I'm back mihihi :"3
my friend told me, if she love 2 people in the same time .-.
fufufu, it's too complicated
you know what ? be a faithful person is more challenging than cheating
cheating is easy, but be faith ? no one can be faith, if he found the new one
so..

 "If you love two people in the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second"

-Jhony Depp-

I'm yours - The script :)

You've touched these tired eyes of mine
And mapped my face line by line
And some how growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts and works of art
And there hanging on the walls of my heart.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
And it may not seem like very much
But I'm yours.
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You healed these scars over time
And braced my soul, you loved my mind
Your the only angel in my life
The day the news came, my best friend died
My knees went weak, and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
And it may not seem like very much
But I'm yours.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours.

click here for listen this song :)

Intermezzo

oke ini cuma sekedar quote" lewat aja sih ya .-.

cewek itu kalo bilang "AKU GPP " = 80% dia kenapa", 20 % dy emang g kenapa-kenapa kamu g usah banyak tanya -.-

faktanya : "a strong woman doesn't go telling the world all her problems. She faces it with smile & share it only with those who care"

sometimes : "there will always be a 'lie' in believe, 'over' in lover, 'end' in friends, 'us' in trust and 'if' in life "

My first touring :)

now let's talk about my precious memorable momment :D

touring pertama wohoo :D

pasti gak bakal kelupalah tapi aku lupa tanggalnya .-. pokonya belasan november taun ini deh ya hihi. Touring pertama sama wojoo, eh bahasa jelasnya pacar (maaf bahasa ga beraturan, kamus otak lagi rusak). Yang bikin seru touring ini selain perginya sama pacar dan clubnya, ini pertama kalinya aku naek motor ke luar kota hehe :"D

YOGYA..YOGYA..YOGYA.. iya itu destination yang kita tuju dari surabaya ya lumayanlah ya kalo ke Yogya, but it's fun. Selain nambah temen-temen baru juga bisa ngersain asiknya touringlah ya.

Aku berasa jadi lady biker kalo make peralatan lengkap touring hahaha. Jujur sih ngelihatnya keren aja orang-orang touring pake baju lengkap touring, mereka punya ciri sendiri buat terlihat gagah di jalanan. What a cool taste !

3 HARI 2 MALEM.. iya selama itu aku pergi touring, pergi touring kali ini karena ada agenda ulang taun clubnya wojo region Yogya. dan malemnya habis dateng ke acara ulang tahun clubnya yang cukup besar, kita mampir ke salah satu tempat makan yang cukup jadi The Most Favorite place lah di yogya. ada secuil gambarnya sih ya :D

THE LAST DAY.. pulang pulang, ini hari terakhir kita di yogya, sedih sih masi need more holiday lah tapi mau gimana lagi, kudu pulang :( hari trakhir di Yogya, sempet sih belanja di malioboro dan aku cuma beli kalung dream catcher o:)

WHEN MANY PROBLEMS COME.. itu kita udah otw balik, tapi yang perjalanan normal harusnya 8 jam jadi 15 jam fufufu .-. soalnya kalo touring itu satu motor problem, motor yang lain kudu berhenti juga. Disitu jujur aku kasian liat wojoo :( pasti kan capek nyetir motornya. Udah kondisi ujan di jalan pake angin lagi pake deres lagi pake banget :(. Bismillah ya Allah semoga selamat sampek rumah dan semoga wojo masi kuat nyetir o:).

WHEN HE GETTING TIRED.. pasti kan ada istirahatnya kan ? itu kita sempet di Jombang berhenti bentar buat istirahat, dan di pinggir jalan di depan rumah orang, dy tidur di pinggir jalan, Ya Allah ciyan liatnya ga tega pasti capek banget seharian nyetir. Yauda aku duduk disampingnya terus mijitin kaki tangannya :)

HOMIE.. finally after long long long trip (lebay) kita sampek rumah :D ke rumahnya dy dulu sih, naruh motor terus nganterin aku pulaang :)

What a beautiful momment !! and the last I really love him :D lalalala

MB :)

MB ?
What's MB ?
It can be My bestiest ?
My boyfriend ?
or My biker ?

yah it's all description talk about him :)
baru jalan hampir 3 bulan sih, but I feel lucky have this boy :D
he sees what a mess I can be, how moody I can get, how hard I'm to handle, but he still wants me in his life :">

a little description about him :

-more mature than me
-come when i needed
-the most patient person that i ever know to handle me
-and I LOVE HIM :)

-Dear K.H.D-

owner

My bright-dark whole life

okey start from introduce my self first :)
mein name ist fatih maraya teguh oder fate
ich bin zwanzig yahre alt
okey back to my indonesian language haha

kenapa aku nulis judul "my-bright-dark-whole-life" ? disini ni isinya sedikit banyak  tentang personality pemilik sekaligus penulis blog ini :)

SIMPLE ? why not. be the way you are, not a copycat . Build your own character . just think positive first before negative. 

LOGIKA apa PERASAAN ? jelas logika dong. the reason --> logika mengajarkan kita berfikir lebih obyektif daripada perasaan. but sometimes it doesn't work when we meet something we called LOVE -oo-

CUEK ? banyak yang bilang gitu, cuek, g peka kurang perhatian (biasanya pacar) but dear my boyf don't worry, if i can't be romantic person for you, it's impossible for me to be romantic with someone else. trust me it work :"3

HUMORIS ? sebenernya humoris sih engga, cuma kalo ngomong kadang remnya suka blong, gimana dong :"(, kadang juga jadi bahan bully ank" :D tapi tetep stay cool aja

LAZY ? huahaha iya pake banget pake sangat -..- (dalam proses perbaikan diri)

FAITHFUL ? conditional mode kali ya, but if i really love someone, i'll do my best for him, but if he makes me hurt, don't ever try to keep me save beside you, I'll fly away from you like a bird. FREE :D
but don't worry I'm not a player, I'll keep my only one is :3

MUSIC LOVERS ? OF COURSE !! "sounds is my remedy, feeding me energy, music is all I need"

Okey that's a little description about me, hope you enjoy it !

Pink !

Hello pink !

yes you pink, for my favorite flavour choice
for that girls who keep her smile for love
I'll write 2 simples quote for you who still have pink heart today
 the first one is..

"close the door on your past, open the door to your future, take a deep breath, take a step forward and start a new chapter in your life "

the second one is..

"people say you don't now what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it"

so live your life happily and just be a positive thinker dear :)

newbi .-.

The New one !

that tittle isn't tell about a boy, but it's talk about my new blog :"3
okey, i make this new one, cause i've forget email and password's my older blog .-.
HOW STUPID !! fufufu
btw it's my older blog  http://fatemaraya.blogspot.com/
enough for the reasons, let's get start haha !